Don't Speak

Tales of the broken hearted.
1. Do what you want do do, don't prevent yourself of anything - alcohol, cigarettes, staying at home in bed, going out whenever you need, even alone. You have to get focused on you, cause that's what really matters at the moment - do what you want, think of the consequences later.
2. Fill the void. Talk to your ex if you feel like it's doing the job, but keep your distance - remember he needs time. Get wasted and fall asleep in the hall, it will uplift you momentarily. Eat. Make yourself do that.
3. Find out how to make the heart pound slower. It's still running like it's in a marathon, and I don't know yet how to ease it. But if you find something that eases it - go for it. You're grieving, it's OK.
4. Don't stop. Do whatever you need to keep your mind off the giant hole that's been ripped in your heart. Go to work, go to school, study, watch TV.
5. Don't listen to Glee. It will bring you to tears instantly. This is experience speaking.
6. Be with friends you can count on and with people who care for you and will always say what you need to hear at the moment.
7. Bathe. Good idea actually.
8. Remember you'll be able to love and you'll be loved again. If someone wants to be with himself, that's HIS problem, his loss.
9. Wait. Though that will be the hardest, that will be the best cure. Either you'll get back, or you'll find a closer and move on - it all takes time.
And damn it, that's just the hardest thing to ask of yourself - to wait. But things are moving, and you'll feel less hung up if you'll take action. If that action involves being friends with your ex - be careful and take it slow. But al least you'll be doing something...

And 10. Srop crying when you hear those lyrics. But that can wait for now, carry on...

You and me
We used to be together
Every day together
always.

I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend 
I can't believe 
This could be the end.

It looks as though you're letting go 
And if it's real, 
Well I don't want to know.


Don't speak 
I know just what you're saying 
So please stop explaining 
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts 
Don't speak 
I know what you're thinking 
I don't need your reasons 
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts