well maybe we can take our chances,
or maybe we can see whats on your mind
i wonder if we look, inside our hearts,
exactly what we'd find
maybe we could take a lot of pain away, yeah yeah
or maybe we could heal the world today
or maybe, you know, something, i don't,
if you do then tell me
where do we go from here
where do we go from here
where do we go from here
yeah
where do we go from here
where do we go from here
where do we go from here
god only knows
I've been feeling a lot of new feelings lately, and I've gone through many excitingly unfamiliar experiences that I can't even explain how much they mean to me, how much this love means to me. But as I've said previously - I'm not idealistic anymore, I know that not everything will always be bright and cheery, but I know that we'll be able to deal with everything that will come or is approaching.
The only question that lingers in my mind right now is - where do we go from here?
In a way it's a rhetorical question - no-one can tell, and we can't really anticipate what will come. But in a way it's also an actual question: how more can I express how this love fills my insides? That whenever I think about him a foolish smiles comes to my face, whenever I remember him. So much love terrifies me, I'm not used to feeling that, but it also feels me with happiness, with hope for a better future for myself, and with self-acceptance.
As much as love is unexplainable, irrational and even selfish - I know now how much I can love and how much I can care, and it's more beautiful than I've ever imagined. And it makes me ask myself - where do we go from here? But in a good way...
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