Gloomy Afternoon

I'm not sure what it is, I'm not sure how to deal with it, I'm not sure where it's coming from - but I think it's fear. I'll try to explain - I guess experiencing so much happiness, tasting from the fruit of joy and love only makes life much scarier, cause now that you've tasted it, now that you know how it feels, it'll be much harder to lose. Actually it will be devastating.

Sunset at wintery Jerusalem, fear in my heart of the approaching night.. I'm happy more than I can contain.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p5wota5vQCU

Placebo/ Running Up That Hill
It doesn't hurt me.
You wanna feel how it feels?
You wanna know, know that it doesn't hurt me?
You wanna hear about the deal I'm making?
You be running up that hill
You and me be running up that hill

And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building.
If I only could, oh...

You don't wanna hurt me,
But see how deep the bullet lies.
Unaware that I'm tearing you asunder.
There's a thunder in our hearts, baby.
So much hate for the ones we love?
Tell me, we both matter, don't we?

You, be running up that hill
You and me, be running up that hill
You and me won't be unhappy.

And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building,
If I only could, oh...

C'mon, baby, c'mon, c'mon, darling,
Let me steal this moment from you now.
C'mon, angel, c'mon, c'mon, darling,
Let's exchange the experience...

And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
With no problems