All my fears Couldn't drag me Away

So, I'm writing again, playing again and shooting again.. It must mean the exams are over and freedom is near.
I've gone through so much in the past month that I don't even know where to start. So I won't. Instead I'll focus on the up and coming events and the future - My career that's starting to crystallize in front of me, my amazing partner and lover that I definitely see in amy future that I imagine, our trip to Madrid at the end of Aug, My independence and self-fulfillment and the deepening of my all relationships, including with my family and friends.
I can't wait for the future to come, and I'm gonna live every moment if it.

Childhood living is easy to do
The things you wanted I bought them for you
Graceless lady you know who I am
You know I can't let you slide through my hands
Wild horses, couldn't drag me away
Wild wild horses couldn't drag me away

I watched you suffer a dull aching pain
Now you decided to show me the same
No sweeping exits or off stage lines
Could make me feel bitter or treat you unkind
Wild horses, couldn't drag me away
Wild wild horses couldn't drag me away
I know I've dreamed you a sin and a lie
I have my freedom but I don't have much time
Faith has been broken tears must be cried
Let's do some living after we die
Wild horses, couldn't drag me away
Wild wild horses we'll ride them someday
Wild horses, couldn't drag me away
Wild wild horses we'll ride them someday

A day outdoors in the city, 30.7.12

photography

Lot's of updates. Sadly - no time to do that due to the fact that I'm at the peak of my final exams for this year.
So - here's a reminder of how beautiful and colorful the world can be, and how much I love photography, my camera and its lovely effects that highlight colors.
:)

my love

I wrote this song a couple of months ago, and it's my first love song that I'm actually proud of. Dedicated to my love, accompanied by a shoot of the flowers he gave me the night of the Ball at the faculty last week. There's no way to describe how happy he makes me feel other than to sing about it.. So enjoy.

My love, my darling you
I can't forget about last night
though I'll be locked in chains, beaten,
it will burn my insides with light

You're my sanity, I breathe you
And you fill my lungs fresh air,
With your smile, your look
Your touch - you cast away despair...

We've already broken the rules
I wanna break with you some more
knowing you're on my side always,
I have something to look for

Hug me like saying you'll never leave,
The sunlight will peep through the curtains
As the only indicator for time and space,
Then it will sigh disappointed and let the night fall again.
And we will still be looking at each other smiling,
Like knowing a secret no-one knows -
I love you, and I need you
and we will stay like that - till the world explodes.

15.02.12

The Others

It's been some time since I've visited the other campus of the University, and I gotta admit - it's much prettier. The buildings' design is sharper and more colorful, it's more open and spacy, and you can even see that they've thought of what the floor's gonna look like and made it easier on the eyes.

Not that my campus' not well designed or pretty, but there's something in the mood at the other campus that draws me.. Maybe it's the feeling that whenever I'm there I feel the need to talk about Physics or do solve some Math problems. And frankly my dear - I've really missed it.

Nothing to Envy

North Korea - heard of that little country in East Asia, right? Do you have any idea about what happens in this tiny country? Well, I've recently bought a book describing the real live in North Korea, as told by fugitives from the terror in there. "Nothing to Envy" by Barbara Demick is a one of a kind description of the daily lives in there, and the atrocities that have occured there, especially in the 90's, when due to the collapse of the USSR, North Korea has lost its main and sole patron and stop functioning. Literally.

If you type "the world at night" you'll find a map of the globe as seen by a sattelite with magnificant lights illuminating more developed places, especially the more populated ones. But in the north-east of china you'll see a tiny island, west of japan - that's South Korea. And that's no island. North Korea is simply dark. One of the worst sounding places to live at, in North Korea there is no future to pursue. All you have to think of in order to survive is the next meal. You walk by the dead and become accustomed to the smell, and even though you'll be executed if found, you'll break any foolish rule there is in this country, and steal, sneak and trade for profit - do all you can to get food.

The main difference between North Korea and other under-developed countries is that there are no ethnic disputes. There is no caos, and people remain human even in their hunger. But The government does everything in it's power to provoke caos, to seed fear and imprison those who are actually innocent and had done nothing wrong, but to try to live despite the govrnment's unintentional attempt to starve theme (they refuse to recieve help and refuse to restore their economy by allowing free market, and eventually causing hunger).

No, we have nothing to envy in North Korea. But the problem is - that we don't seem to even care about that.

The spring's here, but for so many it's dark and cold,

and in their windy cities - in hunger they crawl...